I'm An Addict

I am a Junkie.
But I don't ride the white horse.

I am a Tweaker.
But I don't crack the crystal.

I am a Stoner.
But I never inhale.

I am a Drunk.
But I don't overindulge.

I am a Caffeine Lover.
But I don't touch the stuff.

I am a Speed Demon.
But am always tired, never wired.

I am an Ecstasy Enthusiast.
But haven't ever touched it.

I am a Hopeless Romantic.
But all people see it that I am cold and aloof.

I am not what I seem.
I have control of these demons.
But sometimes the tigers show through my thin skin.
I fear that people fear me.

My obsessions take over me.
My focus is narrow.
My vision is shallow.
The visions are returning.
I can see the future.
I can't forget the past.
And things are just as they should be.